NoiseAlter (compilation for Meticulous Midgets)

Автор песен: Коди Боггс / Codi Boggs.

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TOXIC WAYS

Never once had a feeling you were right / And never did you ever change my mind
Cause' you lied to me while I tried to bleed for you / In the end there was nothing I could do
In a sense, emotionless / It gets to me in my defense
It's killing me, there's nothing I can do, can do, oh
You're nothing new, you're nothing more / Than what I've always seen before
I stand to say, you've got your ways / Of conceded thoughts, you play
You're lashing out, I'm holding back / From the poison you inject
Into the minds of the blind / That follow you all the time
But I can't stand to be without you / No I can't stand to be without you
In a sense, emotionless / It gets to me in my defense
It's killing me, there's nothing I can do, can do, yeah
In a sense, emotionless / It gets to me in my defense
It's killing me, there's nothing I can do, can do, oh

WHITE FLAG

Well we've given everything we've got / And we're losing everything we fought
Well we're giving up, yeah we're giving up / A sitting duck that ran out of luck
Young eyes, closed from new scenes / A culture celled in one cage
Well we've given up, yeah we've given up / A sitting duck that ran out of luck
Living a lie
We're living a lie (x15)
Given up, yeah we've given up / A sitting duck, ran out of luck
Living a lie
We're living a lie (x15)

SIRENS

I hear the sirens ringing through my head / I feel your voice, drowned it out instead
And i'll kill myself, I'll kill myself, I said / And I feel I'm off, I feel I'm better off dead
Let me into your mind, yeah / That's the place you lose the most
See you in your shelter, again / Living cell without a ghost
So they say, oh yeah / And we fade
I'm not buying in to the bullshit you feed me
I'm not buying in to the bullshit you feed me / I'm not paying for this excuse for society
Over and over again, we departed before it begins
Over and over again, I just wish this would come to an end
I'm not buy in to the bullshit you feed me / I'm not following the herd so don't make me
Over and over again, we departed before it begins
Over and over again, I just wish this would come to an end
Let me into your mind, yeah / That's the place you lose the most
See you in your shelter, again / Living cell without a ghost
So they say, oh yeah / And we fade

MY OWN

Here I sit alone again in an empty room I call my friend
It's heard the echoes of my pain I keep inside until I'm free
I'm calling out while I'm keeping in / It's the same old cycle, spin again
And it goes and goes, til' nothings new / Even when I drink a few
Alone, I'm on my own / You say I couldn't live without you, guess I was wrong
Wrong about everything, wrong about the love, and what we'd say
Wrong about broken promises
I chase the day when I don't complain but all these thoughts rain from my brain
This solitude just might conclude and when it does, I'll be right through
I'm falling down this wishing well / I once through coins in, now myself
And I fall and fall, it's bottomless / Just like this emptiness
Alone, I'm on my own / You say I couldn't live without you, guess I was wrong
Wrong about everything, wrong about the love, and what we'd say
Wrong about broken promises
Alone, I'm on my own / You say I couldn't live without you, guess I was wrong
Wrong about everything, wrong about the love, and what we'd say
Wrong about broken promises

LET ME FALL

Stranded, I'll be damned if I lost myself again
Fearing this feeling of a war inside my head
Running from something, the circle never ends
Progress going backwards to the point where I began
Just let me fall and hit the ground, I'll stand, I'll stand
Let me fall, crumble down my land, my land
Wasted the pace that I worked myself up to
The mirror looking at me don't look happy like you
Comparing, guess I'm staring at your life like it's true
Beaten self-esteem, my soul looks black and blue
Just let me fall and hit the ground, I'll stand, I'll stand
Let me fall, crumble down my land, my land
Just let me fall and hit the ground, I'll stand, I'll stand
Let me fall, crumble down my land, my land

ON THE RAID

Cold, dead, abandoned inside myself
(And it goes on)
Feeling so stranded, an island frail
(And it goes on)
Bring back to life what you put for sale
(And it goes on)
But I'm still standing all by myself
Was I too generic for you?
And was I too arrogant for me too?
And if you did inherit my faults
It's not my fault, at all
Go on the raid, digging for hate
Come again late, end of the day
Feeling the pain that you portray
Always a moment that you erase
(And it goes on)
Left empty handed, the hand that feeds
(And it goes on)
Yeah, I've disbanded all from your needs
A thousand footsteps printing the ground
The silence silences as they surround
One last friendly gesture from you
And then it all turns to blue
Go on the raid, digging for hate
Come again late, end of the day
Feeling the pain that you portray
Always a moment that you erase
(And it goes on)
(And it goes on)
You see me happy now
But somehow, I'm not
You see my smiled frown
And somehow forgot
(And it goes on) x8

MEMORIES

Keep all those memories alive, they'll run out of time
Try to make it right, lost that state of mind
Keep all those memories alive, they'll run out of time
Try to make it right, lost that state of mind
I'm passing by a place that use to be / It's all run down
See a familiar face I use to greet / They turn around
Closer I become, I am so numb, I feel so numb, I
Cannot cope with this, it is too much for me
Keep all those memories alive, they'll run out of time
Try to make it right, lost that state of mind
Keep all those memories alive, they'll run out of time
Try to make it right, lost that state of mind
Nothing ever changes in this place / It's froze in time
Yet, everything has changed at record pace / Leave all behind
Closer I become, I am so numb, I feel so numb, I
Cannot cope with this, it is too much for me
Keep all those memories alive, they'll run out of time
Try to make it right, lost that state of mind
Keep all those memories alive, they'll run out of time
Try to make it right, lost that state of mind
Lost that state of mind, yeah

INTO GRAY

Everythings turned to gray / The colors in every day
Not as vibrant as they use to be (use to be, use to be)
The edge of the knife, coming down / The tip of the blade, dulled to round
I don't bleed as bad as I use to bleed (use to bleed, use to bleed)
And I'm heeding the soft warnings of a siren off in the distance
Keep me out of your consciousness / Am I allowed to just be free?
Keep me out of this tolerance / It's always better when I'm away
Feeling so broke, lost my sense / The walls that I built, caving in
Slowly crumbles one day at a time (at a time, at a time)
Sweet as she was, lost the taste / Memories we had dissipate
I don't feel the same as I use to feel (use to feel, use to feel)
And I'm heeding the soft warnings of a siren off in the distance
Keep me out of your consciousness / Am I allowed to just be free?
Keep me out of this tolerance / It's always better when I'm away
I know, I know that you believed it me (x2)

HIGH ON A SHELF

Dance around to the beat / She knocked me off of my feet
And took a breath of air / Just like she didn't care, oh
Little dandelion / Mixed with cyanide
She drove me off the edge / I keep crawling back
She's high on a shelf, looking down at me / I'm low on the ground, she's binded me
Could have made something better of myself
But instead, I'm here cluttered in my hell
And I'm left here broken, on my own
And the only thing I think of is gone
She's high on a shelf, looking down at me / I'm low on the ground, she's binded me
And I bend at her will, troubling / And I try, and I try, struggling
Could have made something better of myself
But instead, I'm here cluttered in my hell
And I'm left here broken, on my own
And the only thing I think of is gone

DOWN & BLUE

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Yeah, I bet you forget when you were wondering where I had went
I regret to inform you, my hue changes, saturation
Changes from red to another / Opposite of warmer colors
Got me low, I'm so damn through / And now I'm feeling down, down and blue
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Reminisce is the best when I zone out and live inside my head
With a blank, empty stare and I begin to think I'm fading
Changing from red to another / Opposite of warner colors
Got me low, I'm so damn through / And now I'm feeling down, down and blue
Blue, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

ECHOS

I'm not that sane right now / You left me bleeding out
That day, cold ground, you weren't around / Echos so loud
Alone, you're heart is froze / In pain, it's not my fault
One day, you'll see, it's killing me because you leave
Oh, I waited for so long for you, but you didn't show
Oh, I tried to be so strong for you, always got me broke
Ah, ah, ah
Just stop, don't come around / I'm done, I've blocked you out
A taste of your own medicine in case you're sick
Oh, I waited for so long for you, but you didn't show
Oh, I tried to be so strong for you, always got me broke
Ah, ah, ah

TRAPPED

Fade in and out of consciousness / Wait, just wake up and let's pretend
How do you see the truth in lies? / Now, waiting for something more but
So damn trapped, so damn trapped / Bound by a cage, cut to the edge
But you can't get out / No, you can't get out
Say something that you have before / Play a game you lost and never scored
Now the habits have become routine / How is a pain that can't be seen?
So damn trapped, so damn trapped / Bound by a cage, cut to the edge
But you can't get out / No, you can't get out
Once a time, not long ago / I had myself, a way back home
Along the way, it disappeared / The man that I looked at in the mirror
I forgot who I was, searching for...
So damn trapped, so damn trapped / Bound by a cage, cut to the edge
But you can't get out / No, you can't get out

THE MORE THINGS CHANGE, THE MORE THEY STAY THE SAME

I wish things were the same as they were before
I always see people change, worse than what they swore
As we go on down the road, far away from home
We discover what we lost, somewhere in the cold
Just look what we've become, empty and numb
So tired, take the pain and poison my veins
Full of love, fill the hate, drowned the lust with the fate
Pull the plug, break the chain, cut the rope, end the pain
Pull the plug, drip the veins, nodding out, face to face
Breathing less, heavy chest, lost the game, check to mate
Oh
Ah yeah

I DON'T CARE

Cigarettes look good on me for the night / 26, feeling 43, about to die
If I disappear, could you tell? / Whiskey drunk, and I'm wondering where I failed
That voice is calling me, I think it's safe to say now
It's got me by the teeth, how do I run away now?
I keep on crawling back just like a faithful servant
I wish I could go back to when I wasn't hurting
If I get drunk, drunk, drunk til' the morning light
Would you stay with me til' the sun shines?
If I get drunk, drunk, drunk til' the morning light
Would you stay with me til' the sun shines?
If I fall down, down, down and can't get up
Would you lay with me while I'm fucked up?
Happiness looks good on me, all too rare / Repeating the same routine, guess I don't care

SILHOUETTE

If there's something there, I'd like it to come out of confinement, out of hiding
If there's feelings there, I'd like them to show up, Oh
So you know who's such and such? / Well everything is bland to touch
Like a robin in the night / There's no gray, it's black and white
Feelings gone again, I'll wait it out / I feel like it really was, so sickened now
Oh
Feelings gone again, I'll wait it out / I feel like it really was, so sickened now
Always was my friend, you turned around / It shows that it never was so safe and sound